Sunday, September 12, 2010
Life lately...
So haven't had a lot going on lately. Football has started and with that brings heartbreak and sorrow if you are a Mississippi State fan. Hopefully things will get better in that area of life. In other parts of life my Grandmother found out a month ago she has breast cancer and that has been on my mind. My grandmother is the most selfless person I know. She will do anything for anybody, she has the kindest heart of anyone I have ever met. So dealing with this has not been easy especially me being in Starkville and her at home. I have never had to deal with anything like this before and this is just another sign I am getting old and so are my sweet grandparents. Another thing going on is the guy I own Vegas with has been a huge part of my life for a long time and it kills me that we have no relationship anymore. I can walk in a room and he be there and we wont speak. It is a hard thing to deal with. He was my best friend and now well it is just funny how things and people change. I MISS my Mom, since coming to college we have grown extremely close and I miss her A LOT. Life seems to move so slow but in reality I barely keep with. My relationship with God is the most important thing going on right now. I am still looking for a sign, for anything really. I find myself doubting and not trusting God. WHY? Well I cant answer that. Pray for my Grandmother and for my relationship with God and others around me. I need to be that leader that I know He has called me to be. That is all for now.
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You are such a great friend to me, you always have been. Life is always going to be full of ups and downs, but you have to surround yourself with people who can get you through the hard times. I know what a blessing you can be in the lives of others, you've been a blessing to me over and over. Without you in my life throughout high school, it wouldn't have been the same. I know how great your grandmother is, and how you adore her. I will pray for her, for you, and your family. Sometimes we don't quite understand why things happen, but I know with all the love and support your grandmother will get through this. Be strong. I don't know a single person that wouldn't love to be around you, you have a beautiful heart and you are so much fun to be around. Never lose that. You're one of my greatest friends. And you are beautiful inside and out. I'm always always always here for you, even an hour and a half away. You can call me with the good news or you always have me to cry to. I love you so very much.
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